My 20th birthday is in two hours and already I’m dreading it. Not only am I turning a year older and no longer a teenager but I’m working all day :( This blows. All I want to do is go out and have fun with friends and family. And on top of everything I have no boyfriend to do anything cute for me and I think that’s what hurts the most. Ugh whatever it’s just another day right? -_-
Ivanna Santos
20.
Moving forward.
Getting over a breakup sucks. But I’ve come to realize I don’t need to be upset and right now I don’t need a guy in my life to make me happy. I work two jobs, go to school, have AMAZING friends and family, and a roof over my head. What more can I ask for? Everything happens for a reason and when the right guy comes along I’ll know and I’ll be ready but for right now I just have to worry about me :)
Lost.
Why is it that the people who hurt us the most we miss the most? Honestly there’s not a min or a day that goes by that I don’t think of him. Is he thinking if me? Does he miss me? Is he wishing we could go back to the old days when everything was alright? I fucked up but so did he. So why do I miss him so much? I’m tired if driving around town scared that I’ll run into him and not know what to say, how to feel, or how to react. I want things to be alright. Is that too much to ask for?
‘twas a good night ;) #weed
